I’m Sorry? Motivation? Hiatus?

27th June

Hi there! So, I know that I haven’t posted yeterday and honestly I don’t have an excuse. And I’m sorry for that.

I noticed that basically since I got back from Paris, I’ve been different. I don’t know why, I just feel different.

I have no motivation to do anything, not even homework. I was always keen on doing homework, even though that sounds like I’m a big nerd, but I didn’t want to do it anyway. It’s just that, things I’m supposed to do, I put less mind to it. I back away from it, falling behind week after week.

I had a Biology test today, and I didn’t revise. I feel so bad with myself for that. I keep thinking it’s not my fault because I didn’t even fully know about the test, but deep down I know I had a feeling and I didn’t think about it at all. I did not even look towards revision, knowing that I could start early anyway.

I’m sorry for letting all of you down, and I mean it from the bottom of my heart. I just feel like I lost all hope in living.

I don’t know why I’m telling you all about this but I just haven’t been feeling myself lately, I guess. And even though I love blogging and I wanted to start it to help me I just can’t get myself to write anything. I have lots of ideas and support from you guys, don’t get me wrong, but I just can’t write them.

I’ve got about 4 weeks left of school, and there’s decline after deadline, so I guess I’ll have to take a break to figure everything out.

Long story short, I guess I’m taking a hiatus for the 4 weeks remaining of school.

Thank you all for sticking up with me for so long, I really appreciate each and every one of you.

And please tell me in the comments, how should I deal with getting back on track? How do I get my motivation/hope back?

Thank you for reading and your ongo8ng support ❤

Love Wiki, going into the unknown…

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The Liebster Award #2

21st June

Hi there! I was nominated by In A Messy World for the Liebster Award. Thank you so much for the nomination! This is actually my second Liebster Award, and im really grateful for that.

Rules:

  • Thank the blogger(s) who nominated you
  • Share 11 facts about yourself
  • Answer the 11 questions the blogger(s) asked you
  • Nominate 11 bloggers for the award
  • Create 11 new questions for the nominees to answer
  • Let them know they’ve been nominated

Questions:

Tell us a dark secret about you. (mwahaha)

Once a secret is told, it becomes a story for others to enjoy.

What would you want to invent?

I honestly don’t know. Maybe a special button. So when I press, all the sadness and anger in the worls (including illnesses, starvation, arguments, or other things that can make you sad) can disappear for 2 hours. That would be nice.

What is your favourite feature of yourself?

I could say I like my eyes, but I don’t care about my looks. Occasionally I do but it doesnt matter. I’m going to say my shy, but strong personality. I’m a shy person, but when it comes to protecting someone (emotionally or physically) I will do all I can to help you. I also think I’m smart, sometimes funny, ambitious, and maybe responsible.

What would you like to explore, the ocean or space?

I am actually afraid of deep water, and I can’t swim, but I would probably want to explore the ocean. It’s just such a peaceful place, where nothing seems to matter.

What’s your favourite time of day?

I like sunset, it’s beautiful and always unique. It’s also the time when I can sit down, drink some tea or other delicious drink, and and enjoy being alive.

Harry Potter or Twilight?

Honestly, I’m not such a big fan of either, but I do enjoy watching Harry Potter once in a while.

Do you have any social media for your blog?

I have social media, but not especially made for my blog. I have a Twitter, which I only use to stalk people find out useful information. I also have an Instagram, but 1) I don’t post on it often anymore because I never seem to find good pictures and 2) it’s not related to my blog at all. It just has the link to my blog, nothing else.

What age do you want to die?

I dont think anyone should set a goal for when they can die. You’re alive right now, so why think about being dead?

Favourite outfit?

I dont have a favourite, but overall my favourite clothes are leggings (normally black…) and a loose t-shirt.

Would you rather know when someone is lying to you
or be able to lie without anyone knowing?

I would rather know when someone’s lying. Actually, I would even want to know why they’re lying. Like, are you scared of the truth? Do you not want to hurt me? Is there an actual valid reason why you’re lying?

Shoutout one of your fave blogs.

I can’t pick. I think everyone is great in their own way. I did do a post about my favourite bloggers, but 1 post isn’t enough, so I’ll be doing a part 2 soon.

I nominate…

Anyone who is a blogger!

I’m sorry, but sometimes I feel like I nominate people just for the sake of reaching enough people, and then feel guilty for not nominating others. So this time, I nominate everyone, because all of you deserve it!

My Questions:

These auestions are actually really good, so I’m going to use the same auestions.

  1. Tell us a dark secret about you (mwahaha)
  2. What would you want to invent?
  3. What is your favourite feature of yourself?
  4. What would you like to explore, the ocean or space?
  5. What’s your favourite time of day?
  6. Harry Potter or Twilight?
  7. Do you have any social media for your blog?
  8. What age do you want to die?
  9. Favourite outfit?
  10. Would you rather know when someone is lying to you or be able to lie without anyone knowing?
  11. Shoutout one of your fave blogs

Thank you again for nominating me, and I hope you have a nice week.

Love Wiki, going into the unknown…

P.S I decided that I will post tags/awards on Thursdays, as I think that the weekend should be dedicated more to my family and myself. I’m just experimenting with my schedules so I know which ones work best for me. I hope you don’t mind 🙂

My Trip To Paris <3

19th June

Hi there! So, as most you might know, I went to Paris on 4th June and came back on 8th. I promised that I will do a post about my trip to Paris, so here it is. This is going to be a long post, so I’ll just get straight into it.

Monday 4th June

Journey to accommodation

On Monday, we left the school at 8:00 am and had numerous stops throughout the way. We got to Paris at 4:45 pm. So our journey took around 7 hours. We didn’t have time to do anything else so we are dinner, got our room’s keycards and went to sleep. Nothing interesting really. I was actually supposed that I didn’t sleep that much, but maybe I was just excited.

Tuesday 5th June

Tuesday was the day for the Eiffel Tower, [boat ride name], some shopping, and a walk to some kind of castle I think. I’m not really sure why we went, we just got to the “castle” and got on the coach back to the accommodation for dinner.

Eiffel Tower

Ok, so first when we arrived to central Paris, we went on the Eiffel Tower. Honestly, it was much bigger than I thought it would be. When we arrived, it was kind of foggy so we couldn’t even see the top of it. It wasn’t the best weather, but it could have been worse so I’m not mad. Once we got the tickets we went onto a lift to the first level (or whatever it’s called), we walked around the whole thing with some friends, and then I went into a gift shop and bought two mugs, and a magnet. It cost me around €20. (I didn’t take pictures of the gifts, but I might do that in another post as this post is very long anyway)

After that, we went to the second level, and we just walked around again. We also went into a special effects studio thing. We walked on a green screen and it looked like we were climbing the actually tower. So that was cool, and then we saw this cool floor window so we stood on it and some boys started jumping and it was annoying. -_- It looked cool so I took a picture but it doesn’t look that cool on the picture.

Then we had a choice of going down in the legit or use the stairs. I would have probably used the stairs but my friend’s knee was hurting so I stayed with her to get the lift.

Once we got down I think we ate lunch and went to the [boat name] next. It wasn’t as exciting as the Eiffel Tower, but it was really nice to just sit down and enjoy the view from a different angle.

Then, when we got off the coach, we looked at the [square thing] for a bit and went to some shops if we wanted to. We then grouped up again and went for that long walk, and got onto the coach again.

When I got home after the whole trip, I actually found out from my dad that there was a person associated with ISIS around the place we were, and they found them the next day. I was wondering why there was a SWAT team and police everywhere…

Wednesday 6th June

On Wednesday it wasn’t that exciting. We went to a palace and some gardens, so there isn’t much explanation to do.

Palace

It was very fancy outside and inside. Apparently when this was built, they used the gold to symbolise their wealth. I can’t remember more about it though.

Garden (one of 3 -I think)

Thursday 7th June

And last, but certainly not least, Disneyland!! I was definetly than most excited for this, as I’ve never been to Disneyland before.

Walt Disney Studios Park

So we went there first as it closed at 6pm. We walked around, I bought an adorable stitch and my friend bought an Incredibles t-shirt and some more stuff as she’s obsessed with it. We actually walked behind them as well, but my friend was too scared to say hi.

We then went on a Studio Tram Tour, which showed us some cool special effects, like actually setting a truck on fire then having a massive waterfall to cool it down again. It was amazing! You could actually feel the heat from the explosion as well.

Me and my friend didn’t really want to go on fast or crazy rides, so we just walked around for a bit.

Disneyland Park

We then went to the actual Disneyland Park, and I was honestly amazed.

When we walked it we just kind of walked around, got our food vouchers, and another friend joined as she didn’t want to go on fast rides either.

We went around and bought stuff in the shops. We also went into the castle and I loved it!

And just before going on a Dumbo ride, we met Alladin and he said “Hey Girls” to us and it was so cool!

We then went back to the main area and waited for the parade. I have more pictures and also videos but I’m just going to show a few of the coolest ones.

One of the prince’s winked at my friend as well, and its still so funny as she has a picture of it.

The parade was so cool and I really enjoyed it. We then grouped up again and waited for the fireworks for some time.

Everything was just so detailed and dedicated to the movies, and even the pizza we ate was in a star shape!

I honestly loved it, and I wouldn’t want to spend that time anywhere else. We did actually have a little fall out like 15 minutes before the fireworks started, but everything went back to normal just in time. Well, I wasn’t really involved in it, but we just needed to talk about some stuff. But I’m glad everything turned out well.

And finally…

Friday 8th June

We left the accommodation at around 9:30am and we arrived at school at around 6:30pm. I was exhausted so I slept on the coach a lot, as we got back late from Disneyland.

I hope you enjoyed reading my post. Let me know if you would like to see a post about what I bought.

I hope you had a great day, or night, wherever you’re from. 🙂

Love Wiki, going into the unknown…

P.S I decided that I will post tags/awards on Thursdays, and normal posts on Tuesdays, as I think that the weekend should be dedicated more to my family and myself. I’m just experimenting with my schedules so I know which ones work best for me. I hope you don’t mind 🙂

Blogging Struggles // Collab with Bayance!

14th June

Hi there! So, some time ago when I was writing a post, and I basically forgot to write half of the stuff I needed. And in the comments, Bayance and I thought it would be a cool idea to do a collab about blogging struggles. So that is how this collab was born. (Ok that’s weird I’m sorry.)

And of course, don’t forget to check out the lovely Bayance (She posts amazing and relatable content). She is doing a similar post, just with more struggles.

So, without further ado, let’s get started.

#1 When you’re typing a long comment but you accidentally click away.

This is quite self explanatory. It happens wayy to often for me though. It’s like, I spent all this time writing and now it’s gone, and I have to write it again. It’s just so annoying…

#2 When you schedule a post but it doesn’t publish.

Ok, hear me out. Sometimes, I dont have enough time to write a post just before publishing it, so I schedule it to publish on the day that I want. And I don’t know if it’s just a personal problem, but it just simply doesn’t publish. Maybe it’s something with my internet connection or my life my phone…

#3 When you’re an anonymous blogger and someone asks you what you’re doing.

Because I’m an anonymous blogger, no one at school knows I have a blog. And I don’t want anyone to know about it. So when someone asks what I’m doing/reading, like In school or something, I just awkwardly say “Oh, I’m just reading some stuff…” And that is literally what I say. And they just kind of shrug it off, but it’s even more annoying when they’re looking directly at my screen… But I guess it’s not the end of the world

#4 When a link in your post doesn’t work.

I’m not good at tech stuff. (I’m not even good at writing a normal blog post…) So sometimes when a link doesn’t work, to my nominees or something, everything just flops. Once, I was doing a tag, and one of my nominees said in the comments something like “The link doesn’t work so I’ll just assume that it’s my blog.” And don’t get me wrong, it’s not rude at all, I would probably do the same thing. But it’s just like, now I have to respond saying sorry and that I did mean to nominate you, then ask myself What is wrong with the link? Do I have to fix the link? Does it even matter to change it now? But I guess it’s just another personal problem.

Even though these struggles might be common, don’t worry about them. If something goes wrong, you’ll do it right the next time. It’s ok to make mistakes, everyone makes the.

Also, thank you for dealing with all of my blogging problems, and I’m glad you’re still here reading my posts. 🙂

I hope you enjoyed reading this post, and maybe relate to some of it. Check out Bayance’s post.

Have a lovely day or night, wherever you’re from.

Love Wiki, going into the unknown…

My Favourite Bloggers

11th June

Note: I’m so sorry I missed 3 posts, it was really stressful with the trip that I had, and I was tired after the 8 hour coach trip. I’m getting back into posting as usual from now one.

Hi there! So, I’ve seen a lot of bloggers do a “My Favoruite Bloggers” post and thought, because I don’t have enough time or energy to prepare and finish posts I want to post, I thought that it would be a nice way to appreciate the bloggers out there. So I’ll just get into it.

In no way am I trying to discriminate other bloggers, I’m just writing about ones that I follow amd really like, but I appreciate every single one of you guys ❤

My Favourite Bloggers:(In no specific order):

  • Bayance – Bayance is just such a funny and relatable person overall. She always makes me laugh, especially about being in the potato club (aka me). I love the structure of her posts and how she just seems very confident through her writing.
  • Shay – Shay is an amazing person. Her posts really show that she clearly knows what she’s talking about, and she’s not afraid to tell the truth. She always knows the right thing to say at the right time. You can also see that she does a lot of research. And I mean a lot.
  • Goldwrappings – This is more of an inspirational blog, but I love it either way. She’s just so real in her posts and they’re very encouraging. Even if I’ve heard something a thousand times, it only gets to me through her beautiful writing.
  • Maddy – Maddy is a photographer, a great photographer. She’s really talented and she knows how to make a picture look natural bit amazing. She’s also very talented.
  • Wamby – Wamby is great. She’s not afraid to tell her readers what she thinks. She says things that are funny but true at the same time. I actually don’t know that much about her, but for sure I know I love her posts.

And now I feel bad that I didn’t mention anyone else. I think I might need to do a part 2. I’ll definitely do a part 2…

I’m sorry if I didn’t mention you in this post but I’ll probably mention you in the part 2 because you’re all just so awesome.

Love Wiki, going into the unknown…

QnA!

29th May

Hi there! So in my last post, I asked you guys for some questions you would like me to answer. Thank you so much for all of your questions.

I’ll be answering all questions, and I’ll leave a link to all blogs so you can check them out if you would like to. I’ll get straight into it.

These are in no specific order.

SaRitzy

How long have you been blogging for?

I have been blogging since October 2017, which is 7 months.

Favourite TV Show?

I don’t really watch TV, not even English TV. I only like one Polish show that’s called Druga Szansa, and that’s all really.

Coffee or Tea?

Tea!!

Bambino Blogger

What got you into blogging?

It’s not at all “I’ve always wanted to start a blog!” kind of thing. I actually read Zoe Sugg’s Girl Online series and thought that I might enjoy it so I just started one. I’ve never even known what a blog is until then…

Who’s your favourite blogger?

There is a lot of bloggers that I really like, so I can’t pick one. I might do a post about my favourite blogger soon.

Favourite film?

Everything, Everything and A Dogs Purpose. Both are absolutely beautiful and I recommend watching them!

Wamby

What do you describe yourself?

This is a good question. I think that until you meet me in real life, you won’t understand what kind of person I am. I guess I’m shy, sassy/sarcastic, kind, smart, thoughtful, caring, responsible and ambitious. In terms of appearance, I won’t describe what I look like because that doesn’t matter to me and shouldn’t matter to anyone else.

What inspired you to start blogging?

I kind of answered this in the other question – I read Girl Online and that’s it really. I’m happy that I started though.

If you can travel the world, where would you go?

Honestly, I want to go everywhere in the world. I might not like it, but I still want to see and experience it. But specific places I’m thinking of now are Canada, Hawaii, Los Angeles, Italy, Spain, Australia and Paris (It’s 6 days left until I go to Paris!!).

What time is it?

21:29 (9:29pm) when I’m answering this question.

Thoughtful Musician

What are you most looking forward to within the next 3yrs?

Well, first of all in going to Paris in 6 days (I’ll never stop) and to be honest I’m pretty excited to finish my GCSEs and go to collage. But I’m trying to live in the present because living in the past or the future won’t get me anywhere.

What is one thing you have always wanted to know but never looked up?

Too many things… I can’t think of any right now but I promise you there is a long list.

The Girl In Boots

Which is your favourite memory?

I have a lot of good memories so I can’t pick a favourite one, but one memory that I can think of is eating apples and many other things with my nan. It might be a stupid memory, but it makes me smile when I think about it. 🙂

Shay

Favourite subject at school?

Probably Art and Music.

Favourite genre of film/books/tv show?

Even though I basically cry every time, I like drama films and books.

One thing you’re proud of?

I’m proud of finally coming put of my she’ll and standing up to people.

Do you believe in star signs?

I kind of do. Like, when I look at star signs and see personalities of Pieces (my star sign) it seems very true but things like planets and stuff like that I just don’t get it.

Long term goals?

To become more confident, to do what makes me happy and to help other people and make other people happy.

Short term goals?

To read more books and to become more organised.

Something you’ve always wanted to do but scared of doing?

Peobably some extreme sports like sky diving, but then I’m scared of heights… And maybe surfing or something but I can’t swim…(yes, I can’t swim. I’ve never learnt to swim. I’m always scared of drowning. Deal with it)

Best memory?

I’ve answered this earlier as well, but it’s basically memories with my nan. It might be lame or childish but those memories always put a smile on my face. I might have good memories like going to amazing places like Norway or making friends with people I never thought I would make friends with, but the, memories with my nan are too precious to forget.

Thank you for all of your questions, I really enjoyed answering them.

Love Wiki, going into the unknown…

P.S I might as well get the “Worst Blogger Award” already, as I’m actually the worst. Instead of finishing this post I went to sleep because I was tired, even though I could have finished this quickly. Anyway, this is posted late and im sorry. 😦

3 Days, 3 Quotes Tag #2

28th May

Hi there! So I’ve been nominated for the 3 Days, 3 Quotes Tag once again, but this time I was nominated by Shay! Thank you so much for nominating me!

Rules:

  • Thank the nominator
  • Post one quote each day for three consecutive days
  • Tag 3 bloggers each day

My Quotes:

And once again I’ll do all 3 Quotes today instead of 3 consecutive days. Sorry!

I nominate…

Nerd Online

QueenTeen

The Girl In Boots

Love Wiki, going into the unknown…

P.S Honestly, I don’t have an excuse for not posting this on Saturday. I simply forgot, I’m sorry.

Also, I was nominated for this tag last week but decided to spread the two “3 Days, 3 Quotes” tags out a bit, not one after the other.